Emma Anneliese Holmes

My Dearest Angel Granddaughter,

Today you would have been 12 years old. I miss not getting to be with you or get to know you because you left us so soon. I hope Grandpa Rob, David and Lucky spend time with you now. You are a beautiful Angel Emmy and I love and miss you.

Happy Birthday Sweetheart!!! I will always love you precious baby girl.

Grandma Sandi 

Happy Easter my beautiful Princess Angel Emmy! I love and miss you so very much! Wish you could be here and eat dinner with us and join the kids in an Easter egg hunt!

God Bless you Beautiful Princess Angel! Have a wonderful Easter in Heaven!

We ALL Love YOU!

Daddy 

My Beautiful Princess Angel Emmy I miss you so much and I am so sorry we were not there for your birthday honey.  I cant describe how much pain I still have inside and how it never seems to go away.  Even after 4 years the pain feels almost the same.  Not a day goes by I dont think about you and wish you were here by my side and filling that empty space in every photograph and in the car wherever we go or at the table where you should be sitting with us every day.  You changed my life forever honey and thank you so much for the short time we had together.  I regret many things and wish I had done things diffirently for you while you were here and maybe you would still be here if I had.  You saved your little sister Sky's life baby girl.  Thank you for helping her we love her so very much.  But there will always be a hole in my heart that will never be filled until I am with you again honey.God Bless you Princess Angel I love you more than words can ever say and I miss you every singel moment of every day!  Happy Birthday Honey..........

My Emmy... It has been so long since you were here with us. So much has changed. You have a little sister. She is amazing, it makes me miss you so much. It has almost been 3 years. That is unbelievable. I wish I could feel you around. I miss you so much. I think of what you would have been... it makes my heart ache. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I miss you with every beat of my heart and treasure the time we had together. God Bless you angel... Mommy

My little angel Emmy. Tomorrow... April 16... it will be 2 years. It seems so long ago yet seems like it was just yesterday. The last night I was with you I just held your little body. I kissed you and loved you. I didn't want to ever say goodbye. Even after passing you are still the most beautiful little girl. I love you my angel.

Something I just remembered a few minutes ago was the caffeine. When you were in the NICU the doctors gave you caffeine to help keep you breathing. We called all of the time, to see how you were doing, to see how much weight you have gained, to see if anything new was up, to see how much you were eating, and just having them tell you "we love you". You were amazing as a human and even more as an angel. I wish we could talk to you and hear the voice that would have been here at this point. God bless you baby and know we love you!
Mommy

Your First Birthday in Heaven

Happy first birthday

Our precious Angel Girl,

Hope that it's wonderful,

Hope you get the world.

I wish that I could kiss you,

And give you a cake,

Wish that you were here,

With us and Blake.

I wish this day was happy,

Instead of bittersweet,

I hope you enjoy it,

I hope it's really neat!

I'm sure that our family,

Is up there with you.

Having a party,

With presents and balloons,

Just in case though,

Our little baby girl,

We are sending one too,

Into your world.

Until we see you,

In Heaven one day,

We're sending Birthday Blessings,

In our own little way.

 

 

Sleep sweet my precious Angel Girl,

Don't worry about me,

My heart will never heal from this,

But gradually now I see,

That you were far too beautiful,

Too precious for this world,

So that God had to make an angel again,

From my precious Baby Girl.

My big angel girl. You are almost 2 years old. It has been a long time since I have seen you, but the memories are here as if they were yesterday. I miss you so much and love you with every piece of my soul. I hope that you are doing well and are happy. I love you sweety! You are having another baby brother or sister. Help us watch over the little one. I still wish that you were here. I still imagine how big you would be and what you would be doing. Sometimes it hurts so much. I love you baby doll! God bless you! Mommy

I wanted to write and tell you how much I love and miss you every day honey.  Today has een 1 year since I saw your beautiful face but don't worry.  I have a perfect picture of you in my memories of how you looked at me.  I will NEVER forget your beautiful eyes and angelic face.  You were a beautiful Princess Baby Girl that became an Angel 1 year ago today.  God bless you sweetheart and please come visit time to time.  Take good care of your little sister Alanna and we will be together again someday.  Please don't forget us :)  God Bless you Princess Angel And Good Night.  I will love you FOREVER!

Hi my angel. It has been one year since you went to heaven. I hope that you have had an amazing year up there. Thank you for greeting your little sister Alannah. I miss you both, but am happy that you are together. Take care of each other and know we all love you here on Earth. I wish that I could see your beautiful face once again Emmy. You were so angelic. I love you with all of my heart and soul.
With all of a mother's love and more,
Mommy

Hi my precious Emmy. Well I know that it is still your birthday and all so I wanted to share our good news. We are going to have another baby. We don't know if it's a boy or girl, but we are excited! I wish that you could be here to be a big sister, but you will always be a HUGE part of our family. And a big sister to a baby brother or sister, just from Heaven. So congratulations on being a big sissy too. Your already a little sissy to Blakey. Blakey kissed your balloon 3 times tonight. God does he love his little sissy! I love you baby!!!
Mommy

Happy Birthday my sweet angel! Well today has been very bittersweet. It has been very hard for both Mommy and Daddy. We miss you so much. However, this day has been happy too. You are one year old! We planted a white rose bush at Great Grandma and Grandpa's house. It is beautiful. Also we bought you a balloon. It had a butterfly on it and said Happy Birthday! We sent it up to Heaven for you. Blakey, Daddy and Mommy kissed it before we let it go. Well little Angel girl I hope that you had a wonderful first birthday with lots of love. Here and in Heaven.
With all of my love shortcake,
Mommy

Happy Birthday Emmy! Can you believe one year ago I was kangarooing the most beautiful little girl ever?? You are amazing and always will be. I hope that you and all of the other angel babies are enjoying your birthday party.

Your family will be planting a white rose bush for you and sending up a balloon. I hope that you enjoy it!!!

I love you baby! Happy 1st Birthday!

Love You Forever,
Mommy

Happy Birthday Princess Angel Emmy!  You are ONE YEAR OLD! :)

I hope you are having a wonderful birthday in heaven!  We love you and miss you very much!  We can't wait to be with you again one day!

God Bless You Princess Angel I will love you forever and ever more.  You will always be in my heart and soul and you will ALWAYS be my Princess!

God Bless You and Happy 1st Birthday!

Hello Princess I hope you are doing great today :)  We miss you very much and today is difficult for us.  One year ago mommy was in the hospital with you getting ready to be born.  I was so scared and excited to meet you at the same time.  I could not wait until I got to see you since we knew it would be very soon!  I could not spend the night with you and mommy while we were waiting for you to be born because I had to take care of your brother and make sure he got plenty of rest.  I wanted to be there with you and mommy would call and talk to me every night to let me know how you both were doing.  I just wanted to write and let you know just how very much I love you!  I love you Princess and I will write you more later.  God Bless You Princess Angel Emmy!